Sunday, April 12, 2009

fck this.

i dnt have time for this & fake ass peoples shit so...
now you dont have to worry about reading about any of my life
& bein all up in my fck'n buisness
because im ending this blogg.

Sunday, April 5, 2009

natick haul

okay. sooooo i went to the natick mall today.

i was sooo excited to go to sephora. but we didnt :

we went to dEliA*s & forever 21. my moms feet were

killing her & shes 9 months pregnant & could burst anyday

so we were only there for about 30 minutes. :/

once she has the baby ima have her all over the mall lol.

this is what i got at delias :

2 Harajuku tshirts, a RUN DMC shirt, & an MTV shirt.

it was buy one get one half off. :)

i also got two pairs of jeans.

a pair of riley ( flare ) & a pair of morgan ( straight )
that was like over $150, beleive it or not.

oh, i also got that grey-zebra print hoodie at delias.

but everything else here is from forever21.

i got 5 v-neck shirts there.

along with some accessorries. ( not pictured )

i got a really cute watch from there too.

it was $15. $80 less than the baby-g that i lost :/

i also go that bohemian beach spray shit

that everyones talking about.

i love it . it makes my hair wavy/curly and soft

& it smells like coconut :)

i spent like $300

Friday, April 3, 2009


has happened at all.
relationship isare fine.
we lost our first softball game.
shit happens.

its april so im putting up a new layoutt.
i also changed the url to:

the other was jst tooo long. :

Monday, March 30, 2009

in the end.

we always get back together.
everything is fixed now. he trusts me, i trust him.
its all good :) but, im sick & hes a work :/
so he can text me but thats about it.
until his lunch. he'll call me : )

im watching tough love. its actually a really good show.
it tells you what to do & what not to do when you're trying to find
a guy. idk. im going to go back to laying here, in bed, and drink my nice hot tea.
& boobie just called me. so ima talk to him :)

Sunday, March 29, 2009

this sucks. / if you tweet !

soo, we were arguing too much and i just called it quits.
i realized that im not the same person. i havent been having
as much fun as i thought i would if i was single. but i think
we're getting back together tonight. we really want to work things out
and make it feel like the beginning of our relationship. when we were so happy with
eachother & so in love. the way we both want it.


& you want more followers, click this

you will get so much more. i just joined litterally 5 minutes ago
and i already have 10 friend requests.

but heres the link to my twitter;

Saturday, March 21, 2009


i havent posted in a week, it feels so weird.
its only cause everytime i want to go online my moms on the phone.
[ the double phone jack is broken, needa get a new one asap ]
butttt my life so far has been gay. heres my scheduale

615 - wakeup/get ready
700 - leave for school
720- school
230 [ extended day-4/2 ]/143[ fridays ] - out of school
230 - softball
500 - tanning [$5-7 is just great :) especially for a jet bed]
530 - home ; eating ; shower / get ready for the next day
8 - chill/phone
10 - boyfriend time till whenever i fall asleep on him lol

the wake up and do it again.

im so happy, its alot of work but its my thing
and i love it so i dont mindd.
im on two teams this year, im playing rec ball oo [ aka burkett ]
i cant beleive its been 12 years that i've been playing it...crazy

anywhoo. my mommys due in 3 weeks :)
bt he could be coming anyday noww. her friend just had her baby
last week & was supposed to be due on the 28th - so we have our
bags packed and ready forthe hospital at anytimee :)
its going to be so weird having a new baby around since im an only child
but im going to treat him like my own, i told her that he was going to be my baby
so she never had to do anything but feed him lol. but she doesnt want me to feel like i
actually have to raise a child while im 16. i mean, can i live? lol

im sitting here watching house of style on mtv. its very inspiring.
i love the friendship bracelets that they made. im going to go to
a.c. moore to get the suppliess. maybe ill sell them that would be cute.
put some extra money in the pocket :)

okay this is getting way too long. ill just stop now ;)

Monday, March 16, 2009


softball was really good today. just
did the usual, batting & throwing.


damn :) i love him.


this IS the worst time of the month.
found this on someones blog.
thought it would be funny to
just see it from a cartoon point of view.
i think its funny, but in a sick kind of way. lol

no homo nigga.

this shit is mad old.
i just find it hilarious

Sunday, March 15, 2009

mhm, yepp.

im eating cheez-its & im laying here, watching fantasy factory. AND being tan : )
i finally went tanning today. it was only $5.00 for 10 minutes.
i was psyched. ima start to go tanning like all the time now.
it used to be a $1.50 for every minute or something like that
since my dress is strapless,
i only went with my cute lil panties on.
(its kinda dirty & disgusting to take them off)
so now i have a sexy tanline haha.
i have to go like, 3 more times
to get the perfect color
that will make my dress look abosolutly stunning.
i've been tanning before, but that
was before corey brought up
the final destination thing.
i was so scared to close my eyes
but, it felt good to just take a nice, little nap
--the parade was wack today.
nobody was there. its the same thing every year
but next year is going to be poppin'
because ima be in it for
softball because were going to be
state champs.
i cant wait for the spanish festival : )

Saturday, March 14, 2009

yes !

the internet is back !
so excited.
now i can post every day. :)
last night i went shopping at walmart. i got:

an orange body pillow
Tupperware draws for makeup
green nail polish
& silver nail art pen

Thursday, March 12, 2009

i hate this so much..

not being able to post almost everyday.
my mom disconnected my internet till
l o c k d o w n is over.
which is in.... 5 days :)
im so excited. i just want to chill &
be with my friends all weeked.
--nothing exciting happend since
my last post.

except for the team pizza party at coaches house.
my whole team walked to his house on monday.
MIND YOU that its was snowing likecrazy
AND it was extended day.

thats another thing, extended day.
umm - horrible idea ?
i rather just go saturdays and skip
than go for 45 minutes extra.
stupid people ugh.

i started whitening my teeth on thursday.
& they say to do it every other day.
and i have & my teeth look stunning :)
not that they were yellow or anything
i just want them to be flawlessly(is that a word ?) white.

this weekend im going tanning.
im going to semi & my dress is a pretty yellow color
sooo i cannot be pale.
YES i know im half [close-to it] black
but that dont mean im dark skinned.
my white side comes out in the winter
& i get white as a ghoosttt.
& white with yellow? - just dont go together :)

uhg i really want my internet back
but thats all ive got to say.
for now

Friday, March 6, 2009


so yeah ive been grounded but im at
my grandmas house so i can use the computer.

wensday night i got my phone back.
and my lover&I worked everything out.
i finally told my mom about us. she wasnt surprised.

i love my grandma. she bought me the
ed hardy perfume that i wanted.
shes so cute :)
& the otherday i got this kohl eyeliner
by HIP & it works just like my old MAC.
im in love :)
-HIP works almost as good as MAC.
my MAC almost all ran out :|
ima switchover, just cause its like a million dollars
cheaper. & then i can just buy more of it :)

&btw, i love everything right now ;)

Tuesday, March 3, 2009

oh my word.

its been love at first sight. i can never miss any of the shows because im afraid i might miss something that he did. sad right? just look at him ! look into his eyes tell me you dont see this sexy human being. oh my goooooodddd. his eyes are amazing, his body is amazing, hes just amazing.

does this make sense ?

my mother takes away my phone.
i bought my phone & i pay my own bill.
what is the need of taking my phone away ?
im VERY aggrivated. i DONT like this
at all.
on top of that, my boyfriend & i
got into a really bad arguement
& we really need to talk tonight.
im going to clean the house for my mom
just to get my phone back
& she better give it to me.
-yeah i know im spoiled but i pay
for the fcukn thing.
dees is bullsheet

Monday, March 2, 2009


tonight, my imidiate family went to my grandmothers house to celebrate her birthday. we had pizza and ice cream cake. it was really good :) me & my mom got her the EdHardy purfume. i was jelous cus i want it really bad. cus it smells great. its light & clean :).

after we ate, my cousins went into the other room & were playing and the conversation came up about my cousin. shes fourteen years old & shes addicted to marijuana & she pops pills. which isnt good at all for anyone let alone a fourteen year old. shes got caught with drugs, alcohol, & shes even had sex. i never thought that my little cousin could ever be somebody like that.

she buys from a garage & shes always with older men. like in there 20's, 30's. im horribly scared for her life. she could go missing one day & i could never see her ever agfain. im afraid that shes going to turn out like my friend who just got arrested for probably the fifth time within two years. he does crack/cocaine & pops X. i dont want my favorite cousin to turn out like him.

her mother lets her do anything she wants. & she gets away with everything. her father, which is my uncle, has tried numerous times to talk to her. she just wont listen.

i feel like taking her here. [ my house ] & teaching her a lesson. i want to beat her ass. knock some sense into her head. trufully. shes one of the fake white girls that thinks she puerto rican/black & shes "ghetto" and all that. its not like that at all. you live next to the greendale mall. you"re not ghetto. get that shit straight. DRUGS = NOT COOL. it can kill you. im not the type of girl that does any of that. i play sprts & i actually live my life the way it was ment to be. without drugs.

one day she went home sick as a dog because she smoked so much in the cold. i want to bring her to lakeside [the ghetto] or GBV. & see if she can survive by herself without anyone. i want to see what would happen if she was to walk down the 'bad' part of mainstreet & she gets shot. she wouldnt want to be in the ghetto anymore right?

one of my older cousin/uncles is a cop. i think it would be a good idea for him to just pop out of nowhere and arrest her. just to scare her & teach her that what shes doing is totally wrong.

im going to start an intervention. kinda like a T.I. thing....
thats my goal.

this was cute :)

i thought this was really cute today.

i took a screenshot of it earlier but i didnt put it up.but now i am. Happy Birthday Dr. Seuss - today was my grandmothers & my aunts as well :)
“I like nonsense, it wakes up the brain cells. Fantasy is a necessary ingredient in living, It's a way of looking at life through the wrong end of a telescope. Which is what I do, And that enables you to laugh at life's realities.”- Dr. Seuss

Sunday, March 1, 2009

soooo, its march first.

i think its time for a new layout.

Friday, February 27, 2009

finally, not really.

today was the last day of basketball.
we lost our second district game by just about twenty.
it was basically a shitty game.

but anyways before my game i had fun
with my babes melissa & jeremyyy - we ain't chilled ina while
but its all good. we went to mingsss :) & then we were walking to naty's house
while he was saying something about putting "niggas" on.

but we found a sign that had NSW on it & i me, never hearing of such a thing,
asks what it is. mita came up with some bullshit sayin it was " Niggas Stay Working"
i was like wtf ? - shes mad weird, seriously. & jeremy was talking about tristan & his
snake, or as he say tarantula. i had to explain to him that tarantulas are spiders & no snakes.
no wonder why he 'went' to CSC. he lost all of his brain cells to drugs. hahaha
seriously lol. dumbass. i love him though. :)

when we were walking, it was like we was in a tornado.
it was warm and ODEE windy out. sand got in my shoe
somehow. we dont leave anywhere near a beach lol.

but now that basketballs over, i can get a steady job.
which will most likely be at lids in the auburn mall since my beautiful
cousin is the manager & she'll just put me on :)
i love her :) - her drunkass lol.

after natys cribboo, we went to africa
aka fabreez's crib. he lives in the house i used to live
in :( i was sad.
but i was CRYIN when jeremy called it africa
cus it smells like foofoo. *& shit. lol

Thursday, February 26, 2009

the thing im most afraid of.

the thing that fear me the most are girls.
they're probably texting & sending pictures back and forth.
they probably have a thing for eachother. they probably
are making plans to go out for lunch or dinner & a movie.
and i can't do anything about it.
he probably goes to her house while im sleeping
or when im at school. i DO have jelousy issues
& i DO beleive everything he says to me.
whats the point of lying? but when hes with her
i just can't help but think of what they're doing together
im afraid of getting my heart broken again,
because this time it would be for good
but i just have to learn how to trust.
i really do love him & i know he does too.
noone can tell me otherwise. they don't
have the deep conversations that we do.
so fcuk the world.

one last request.

& if i could have one last request...

the last thing you will ever have to do for me,
it would be to never tell those secrets i trusted you with.
everything that broke me, everything that bothered me,
everything that made me cry. i trusted you. and i know
that you're the one who said goodbye, the one who
made me cry the longest i ever have. but dont ever forget
what we used to be. the promises you swore to keep.
the things you said and how you felt while saying them.
i fell in love,my first love. maybe it wasnt even true.
but dont lie to me, because i know you felt it too.

- found this on witty. i used to feel that way
about a little somebody.
but don't get me wrong, im in love & im happy
and all but, its not the way i hoped it would be.

Tuesday, February 24, 2009

districts : day one.

i just got home. today was our first district game ( basketball ).
we won against milford, 54 - 49 .

it was SOOO intense. we were down in the first 14-8
& i thought it was going to be over. but we picked up our heads
and busted ASS. especially erika and jess with their blocks.
it was tied going into the fourth, 43-43 ( i think ; something like that )
& "shorty" got a three pointer & we were down.
tat-E got fouled twice & got 3/4 of her shots in.
krystal got her three & so did nonnie ( kiesha ).
the other team got a couple of layups & we were down again at one point. 47-46
but thats when krystal savede the day with her three
& then got fouled and made both of her shots in.
so excitingg

& thennn we won :)

- yetz & i almost perfected our pound-turn "benchie" handshake thingy.
we are too nice. yeeeeeaaaaaaah!

Sunday, February 22, 2009

dear mommy,

i wanted to be your little girl. i don't quite understand what has happened. i was so excited when i began realizing my existance. i was in a dark, yet comfortable place. i saw i had fingers and toes. i was pretty far along in my developing, yet not near ready to leave my surroundings. i spent most of my time thinking or sleeping. even from my earliest days, i felt a special bonding between you and me. sometimes i heard you crying and i cried with you. sometimes you would yell or scream, then cry. i heard Daddy yelling back. i was sad, and hoped you would be better soon. i wondered why you cried so much. one day you cried almost all of the day. i hurt for you. i couldn't imagine why you were so unhappy.

that same day, the most horrible thing happened. a very mean monster came into that warm, comfortable place i was in. i was so scared, i began screaming, but you never once tried to help me. maybe you never heard me. the monster got closer and closer as i was screaming and screaming, "mommy, mommy, help me please; mommy, help me." complete terror is all i felt. i screamed and screamed until i thought i couldn't anymore. then the monster started ripping my arms off. it hurt so bad; the pain i can never explain. it didn't stop.
oh, how i begged it to stop.i screamed in horror as it ripped my leg off.

though i was in such complete pain, i was dying. i knew i would never see your face or hear you say how much you love me. i wanted to make all your tears go away. i had so many plans to make you happy. now i couldn't; all my dreams were shattered. though i was in utter pain and horror, i felt the pain of my heart breaking, above all. i wanted more than anything to be your daughter. no use now, for i was dying a painful death. i could only imagine the terrible things that they had done to you. i wanted to tell you that i love you before i was gone, but i didn't know the words you could understand.

and soon, i no longer had the breath to say them; i was dead. i felt myself rising. i was being carried by a huge angel into a big beautiful place. i was still crying, but the physical pain was gone. the angel took me away to a wonderful place. then i was happy. i asked the angel what was the thing was that killed me. he answered, "abortion". i am sorry, for i know how it feels. i don't know what abortion is; i guess that's the name of the monster. i'm writing to say that i love you and to tell you how much i wanted to be your little girl. i tried very hard to live. i wanted to live. i had the will, but i couldn't; the monster was too powerful. it sucked my arms and legs off and finally got all of me. it was impossible to live.

i just wanted you to know i tried to stay with you. i didn't want to die. also, please watch out for that abortion monster. mommy, i love you and i would hate for you to go through the kind of pain i did. please be careful.
love, your baby girl

Saturday, February 21, 2009

your weave saved your life ?

is this nigga bitch foreal ? or is she just crazy.
that must have been some thick ass "hair".
& it dont even look cute aahaha.
watch :)

Friday, February 20, 2009

DOL night.

so the dolls went out tonight.
& we had mad funn. :)
first, we went to pizza palace
and mickey ate some big ass meal while the rest of us
had a small french fry. lol
we was ODEE loud with it.
and then a group of white boys came in
and we left lol. no offense to the white boys.

then our crazy asses, decided to WALK from
the pizza palace to the bowling ally.
thats worcester to auburn,
noticed i said walk yeah. it about
4 degrees out & we walked for 10 minutes in that mess.
& michaelea's DUMBASS wore some capri's
so you know her white leggs were red & purple when we got there lol.

when we got there at 730, it was jampacked.
so we made a lane reservation.
so in the meantime....we went pee.
& i attempted to walk into a stall. but
there was a plunger & i backed away lol.
the me & mita played the fast & furious game.
i got fourth place :)
we saw some girl. she was dressed mad weird.
she had a blue dress on. with black leggings & GOLD bootie-heels!
i mean the dress was cute & so were the shoes
her hair was a lil....fcked up too.

so while we was watching isadora
play dance dance revolution, these cute kids walked by
so mita screams mandown - thats our lil codeword
for a really cute kid. so we all agree & watch them
in slow motion.....

while were bowling,
the lane next to us were the white kids from
the pizza palace lol. they were chill.
& they made up dumb names for themselves on
their scorecards. one was called cumdumpster
so we called him that all night lol.

then the lights turn off for the
night bowl. all the neon lights & shit turn on.
it looked real hot lol.
so we turn around & the "cuties" was
sitting behind us. so we all look at eachother & smile.
mickey decided to wave them over.
but it was my turn. so i go & i get a spare.
isnt that some shit ?lol.

while it was the others time to bowl,
i was approched buy one of the "cuties"
and we start talking and laughing & becoming cool peoples.
so when we become cool peoples, he asks for my number
so i give it to him [ as friends ]. so we keep talking or
whatever. & his friend has the nerve to call me a rudeass.
it was funny. so we start joking around.
by this time its like, 945.

our bowling game was over, so
the kid that was trying to bag me, lets call him "lips".
cus his lips were hugee lol
we keep talking & stuff. i was leaning against the
lil pole that was on the side of our lane.
he picks up a ball & tries to bowl lol.
so he tries to be all cool & throws the ball
with like a lil curve or whatever. & its
a guttaaaaaa. haha.
that happend about 5 times till he hit the pins
& it wasnt even a strike lol. it was pretty funny.
but cute because he tried to impress me :)

then my mommy picked me up.
so i was kinda sad.
but i had a real funn night


im kinda late on this post. everyone has this pic but omg this poor girl. like forreal. all the stories about the herpies & stuff, i kinda beleive now. look at her mouth. EWH! chris is on some bitchassness shit. he said he would never hit a girl. look what he did. he knocked her out & left her on the side of the road because of some ex-girlfriend shit. maybe he was cheating on her. because how can you be so defensive about something like that. thats not true, & fuck up your girl ? people say they're going to get back together. SHE'S going to be the stupid one. are you that sprung & in love that after he fucks your face up like that you're running back to him ? heelll no. i would not be. like i know its chris brown & hes fine & all that. but nah, im not going back to him. my mom said "well, maybe he was just defending himself. she IS from the islands & them chicks are crazy. she was prolly going after him with a knife." idk, so many stories are out there idk which one to beleive.

my star.

so im talking to my buddie raheem.
& he says that one night this summer,
were going to lay in the grass and watch the stars.
i thought that was so cute.
hes my little star :]
"reach for the stars so if u fall, you'll land on the clouds" - kanye west

i just cant

get this song out of my head

Thursday, February 19, 2009

i think that..

danity kane Pictures, Images and Photos

danity kane needs to get back together.
its not going to be the same with out all 5 of them.
& whats good with shannon ? she like disappeared.
just get your shit together. the only real problem is auburey.
i mean, thats my girl & all but shes doing playboy
& all that. exposing herselfff.
thats not cool. i have a feeling that day26
is going to be splitting up too.
idk, we have to see. but now im watching ABDC.
the girls did their thing in the beginning
with that single ladies dance. :) - thats still my damn song idgaf! lol

bad nights sleep.

being sick and everything
i basically slept all day.
when i sleep during the day, i dont sleep at night.
which means i cant take naps on school nights.
resulting in this, i didnt go to bed until 5 this morning & i only slept til 12.
so if i act b&%^#y to you ? im sorry.
im cranky. i hate being sick.
tommorow i have practice 9-11AM so i need to get my rest.
practice got cancelled so i can stayup all night & talk on the phone :)
tommorow, DOL is going bowling !
its tata's [melissa's] birthday outing.
& its going to be the dolls
first time out for about a month
im so excited. i miss my babies

Wednesday, February 18, 2009

just got mine.

drake so far gone Pictures, Images and Photos

he needs to be signed to young money.
so he could be next to the best.
cus in my eyes, hes getting up there.
layout inspired.


so last night at about, 11-12 i
get home from the hospital
& i decided to have something to eat, as i was
writing the "bella ?" blog.
it was some turkey soup that my mom made sunday
& it was really really good.
i was texting shaq, my friend. [ not shaq o'neil. lol ]
& fell asleep on him. sorry hun , :/
but anyways i woke up at about 2 because
mr. aaron called me
& i was like babe i really don't feel good so ima
just go back to sleep.
& that i would call him when i woke up
knowing that hes a morning person.
i dont know why. thats just weird.
so right when we hang up. i found myself
throwing up violentley
on the side of my bed,
[ because if i stood up, i would be on some exorcist '$&%^' ]
my turkey soup that tasted , MmMm good.
but not so much anymore.
so while i was cleaning up, i saw that i threw
up on my phonecharger.
& i know its pretty nasty but i still refuse to touch it.
ewhhhhhhh !
anyways, i've been home sick allday.
i havent thrown up
for about 12 hours now so thats okay.
i hope i get better. our first district game is coming up and
i MUST play.

my favorite allstar moment.

nate robinson dunking over dwight howard.
like seriously. nate comes up to dwights HIP
& he can jump over him. that's just crazy.
& his sneaks are redikulluusssss

&lebron ?
who knew he could be so freshh ?
he's sexy & all. but i mean, look at his 'fit. :]

Tuesday, February 17, 2009

bella ?

bella swan Pictures, Images and Photos

remember in breaking dawn when bella was
pregnant with renesmee ? bella was drained out,
the baby was stronger than her. & then
she died for like.... 10 minutes

i just got home from the hospital. my mother was there for
about six hours, getting fluids put into her body. everytime
she would get up to use the bathroom
[ which was every 5 minutes ]
she would throw up all of the liquid. it took lhee [ the baby ]
3 hours to get hydrated. the doctors said that it was a virus &
there was a girl next to us with the same thing.
i just think the babys starting to get too big. imean,
she's only 7 months pregnant & hes already like 19-20 inches long.
i was born at hes only going to get bigger.

im just worried that somethings going to happen to her
during the delivery. cus we hear a whole
buch of stories like that right?
idk. i dont really want to think about it.
like what would happen and stuff.

Friday, February 13, 2009

my bestfriend.

the infamous mita-tas
we've been friends for about 5 years
but the last two years, we have become the closest friends.
we're with eachother everyday & i could never get sick of her.
we tell eachother anything & every detail about it. even if its the
smallest little thing.the only thing i keep from her is probably what her
boyfriend getsher as a surprise. theres no point cus he STILL tells her lol.
when were together, theres never a dry eye between us.
either were laughing so hard or crying.
we have the best memories. like sneaking out and walking
in -10923847 degree weather just to go visit a couple people, at 3
in the morning. & the inside jokes of course that go along with them
things between us will never change. we will always be
best friends

Thursday, February 12, 2009


shit happens,
dat alll

Tuesday, February 10, 2009

my daughter.

corey wants a daughter really bad.
and i was just reallly bored & i found these really
cute pictures on Flickr. she kinda looks like me.
like with the hair and everything.

i can tell shes going to be his world.
he already tells me how much hes going to spoil her
& everything lol. its going to be so cute to watch :)


shes going to be the cutest little thing in the world.
but daddy's not going to let her do anything.
and shes going to have a big brother to protect her
from all the lil gangstas at school.
& yeah her names, Jordanae Aaron.
[ thats what he wants, thats what he gets. lol )

my favorite video.

i remember last year, steven introduced me to
this video. i was dyingg ! everyone in the class used to recite it
& it would drive the teaches crazy.
but eversince i saw it. you can never have a whole
conversation with me with out hearing me say something
like him. lol. check it out...

Monday, February 9, 2009

i don't care.

i don't care what people think about about me
or what i 'do'. there's been rumors going
around that i do inappropriate stuff with boys.
why would i do that? i'm not a hoe. i don't need to
do anything with any boys. besides, i'm related to almost every boy in massachusetts
that would be kinda of nasty. don't you think ? yeahh...

but can i live my life?
i don't need your opinion on anything that i do.
i'll live my life, you live yours.
just don't get in my way.


Sunday, February 8, 2009

my son.

this is my future baby.
ain't he so cuteeee ?
hes with his daddy in this picture :
& then thats him again when hes 2 years old:

i want a son really bad. cus then he'll grow up to be just like
his daddy. hes going to get all of the girls he wants
cus hes going to be so sexyy.
oh yeah, his names Jordan Aaron: )

special day.

im getting married on this beautiful beach in cabos.
at sundown on july 18th 2015, thats after i graduate college.
even though he wants to get married as soon as possible
its going to be an all white wedding, with a red rose petal aisle.
im going to wear a dress that looks like this :
its going to be exactly the way i dreamed it would be.
its going to be the second most important day in the world
beacuse thats going to be the day i start my new life
as Mrs. Corey Aaron.
moving too fast ? i don't care...

the one.

at one point in every girls life, there's an amazing boy that comes. i met him. it doesn't matter where i met him, or where he lives. just know that we have the strongest feelings for each other. its been about 8 months now that we've been talking. having the kind of relationship that we do, i know that he loves me for me & not for the things i could do to him or with him. and that's the most important thing that i care about. yes we get into a lot of arguments & sometimes we cant stand each other but pretty soon, he'll be leaving me & going overseas. so i'm trying to make the best of us until he leaves. the night he told me that he was leaving, that's when i realized i was really in love with him. my heart dropped to my knees when he said the words. i immediately started crying & i couldn't speak. i started crying even more when i heard sniffles coming from the other side of the phone. i never felt any kind of emotion like that ever before in my life. i really do love him for who he is & not for all he has. that's what makes me different from all the other girls. i don't want his money, his cars, his clothes,or his sex. materialistic things will come and go. but love stays forever. -- not done but it will do.


hear me out ;
my life is changing
right before my eyes.
i wish everybody could just
know what it
feels like to be me.
so put on my shoes.
inhale & get addicted