girls..

this IS the worst time of the month.
found this on someones blog.
thought it would be funny to
just see it from a cartoon point of view.
i think its funny, but in a sick kind of way. lol

no homo nigga.

this shit is mad old.
i just find it hilarious

mhm, yepp.

im eating cheez-its & im laying here, watching fantasy factory. AND being tan : )

i finally went tanning today. it was only $5.00 for 10 minutes.

i was psyched. ima start to go tanning like all the time now.

it used to be a $1.50 for every minute or something like that

since my dress is strapless,

i only went with my cute lil panties on.

(its kinda dirty & disgusting to take them off)

so now i have a sexy tanline haha.

i have to go like, 3 more times

to get the perfect color

that will make my dress look abosolutly stunning.

i've been tanning before, but that

was before corey brought up

the final destination thing.

i was so scared to close my eyes

but, it felt good to just take a nice, little nap

--the parade was wack today.

nobody was there. its the same thing every year

but next year is going to be poppin'

because ima be in it for

softball because were going to be

state champs.

i cant wait for the spanish festival : )

yes !

the internet is back !

so excited.

now i can post every day. :)

last night i went shopping at walmart. i got:

an orange body pillow

Tupperware draws for makeup

green nail polish

& silver nail art pen

i hate this so much..

not being able to post almost everyday.
my mom disconnected my internet till
l o c k d o w n is over.
which is in.... 5 days :)
im so excited. i just want to chill &
be with my friends all weeked.
--nothing exciting happend since
my last post.

except for the team pizza party at coaches house.
my whole team walked to his house on monday.
MIND YOU that its was snowing likecrazy
AND it was extended day.

thats another thing, extended day.
umm - horrible idea ?
i rather just go saturdays and skip
than go for 45 minutes extra.
stupid people ugh.

i started whitening my teeth on thursday.
& they say to do it every other day.
and i have & my teeth look stunning :)
not that they were yellow or anything
i just want them to be flawlessly(is that a word ?) white.

this weekend im going tanning.
im going to semi & my dress is a pretty yellow color
sooo i cannot be pale.
YES i know im half [close-to it] black
but that dont mean im dark skinned.
my white side comes out in the winter
& i get white as a ghoosttt.
& white with yellow? - just dont go together :)


uhg i really want my internet back
but thats all ive got to say.
for now

catch-up.

so yeah ive been grounded but im at
my grandmas house so i can use the computer.

wensday night i got my phone back.
and my lover&I worked everything out.
i finally told my mom about us. she wasnt surprised.

i love my grandma. she bought me the
ed hardy perfume that i wanted.
shes so cute :)
& the otherday i got this kohl eyeliner
by HIP & it works just like my old MAC.
im in love :)
-HIP works almost as good as MAC.
my MAC almost all ran out :|
ima switchover, just cause its like a million dollars
cheaper. & then i can just buy more of it :)

&btw, i love everything right now ;)

oh my word.

its been love at first sight. i can never miss any of the shows because im afraid i might miss something that he did. sad right? just look at him ! look into his eyes tell me you dont see this sexy human being. oh my goooooodddd. his eyes are amazing, his body is amazing, hes just amazing.